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Spring fling with my gay lover

My friend and I were messing around together in a so-called relationship for a long time. He was my best friend, and I knew he has feelings for me, but I all I was doing every time he tried to express them I had some new guy in my life.

This spring was the perfect time when the two of us were free, and maybe we could’ve started something more serious about ourselves. One perfectly sunny weekend, I asked him to come to my home, to hang around and maybe talk about us. But I had one crazy idea. I wanted to show him some video xxx, and perhaps we could watch some amateur gay porn.  

That would be our turn-up point where we could feel each other’s bodies and express our feelings. He is confirming his presence at my house, and he sounded confident more than ever.

When he came, my porn was ready for watching, and I was hornier than ever. He was stunning. Wearing that shirt that I bought for him for his birthday last month, he looked so hot. He was tense, and all I wanted was to relieve him. I suggested watching some video that I prepared for us, and he agreed so quickly. That amateur gay boys were young, horny, and sexy. I noticed his reaction when I played the video. He was surprised but also excited that something interesting is happening between us. As the boys enjoyed, we started to enjoy too. He began by kissing my neck and slowly touching the lower parts of my body. His erection was noticeable, and as I began to touch him, his excitement started to grow.

The boys in the video were in the middle of their game when he encouraged himself to start to undress me. He licked my body, beginning from my neck, down to my fully erected penis. My eyes gave him a sign that I want him and want to speed up our foreplay. I really liked his mind-blowing technique for a blowjob, and I was ready to give me pleasure as always, and I was prepared to enjoy more than ever.

I cumed a lot of times, and it was his turn. The video with those hot young guys was still on; they had a blast, which spiced up the atmosphere. His huge penis was in my mouth, and I started to give him a blowjob. He was trying not to be loud and hide his excitement, but his eyes were giving him up. His orgasm hit very fast. But I didn’t stop.

I loved his liquids to be blown in my mouth, and I wanted to show my satisfaction from seeing him orgasming from another round of blowjob. In a minute, he was ready for one more action. He cumed for a second and a third time that night, and his happiness that we were together for the night was showing to his face. This night was a mind-blowing experience for both of us and a wake-up call that our friendship has to end, or we should try to be together!

Making All Of My Dreams Cum True

I was never afraid of admitting I was gay. I knew from a very young age. And thankfully my family was more than accepting and supportive when I finally decided to tell them. This didn’t leave a lot of room for drama and all of the difficult phases men like me usually have to go through. I am grateful for that, because it allowed me to start exploring my sexuality guilt free, and to decide what I wanted out of my life without any pressure or negative influences surrounding me. For the longest of times, I couldn’t really make myself see what it was that I wanted.

Long term was just not for me

I wouldn’t say I was afraid of commitments. The idea of staying committed to one partner for a lifetime wasn’t particularly alluring to me, but I have been known to have a few long-term relationships, which all ultimately ended when the time came to decide if I was going to spend the rest of my life with that one man and nobody else. The idea of not being able to explore anymore, and that all of those different men I could of met are now not going to be an option for me frighten me. I guess all I needed was just a little bit of time to scope out the fields and live out my fantasies before I settle down.

The page that turned my life around

Enter pornotumblr.com, my personal savior and a way for me to connect with people wanted to try things that aren’t exactly traditional. One of my boyfriends, after we’ve had another fight about where our future is going to be, told me that if I still want to play a teenager and discover what I already know, I might as well go to that website and stay at home by myself. Obviously he spurted it all out in the moment of rage, but I couldn’t help but be curious and see what the website is all about.

My blessing from the skies

The first thing I could undeniably see is that there were no boundaries as to what you could find on that webpage. There were all kinds of sex for every viewer to enjoy, from Interracial, mature, threesomes and orgies all the way to lesbian and gay sex, she males, fetishism and a whole bunch more of niches and categories to enjoy. Obviously, I spent a lot of my time browsing through the endless pages of amateur gay porn. I found a few users, whose content I genuinely liked. I reached out to them with a personal message and before you know it I was offered a chance to meet them in person.

A brand new world

They are the kinds of guys who don’t pay much attention to boundaries or don’t feel limited by the society. They do things for their own pleasure and they don’t care about the long-term, just like me. I was amazed to finally meet somebody who had the similar thought process and after a few nights out with these guys, there was nobody more surprised than I was to hear they want me to start one of their videos. It was the beginning of a grand friendship, and I can tell you right now that there isn’t going to be an end.

Coming Out – And Then Coming In-And-Out For The World To See

Being a gay man in today’s society isn’t an easy thing. Sure, the times where they would consider us pitchfork material has passed, but we aren’t exactly accepted by the society as much as we’d like to. I don’t like doing this, but I have to get it off of my chest somehow. The internet is the best place to go with your deepest, darkest secrets and desires. You might stop me right there and tell me that’s all a bunch of crap, but the truth is – there isn’t a better place for airing your dirty laundry. You can say anything – and I mean absolutely anything in the world to the millions of strangers across the globe, and not even one of them is going to cause your life to change.

I couldn’t be who I am

Where I live, being gay is still a well-guarded secret. Obviously, to my online friends and fuck-buddies, I am openly gay and no one has an issue with it. So, to keep things from getting out of hand, I am dating a girl. Just to make my parents and neighbors believe to themselves that I turned out okay. I still did, mind you, they just can’t accept it for some reason. Anyhow, the reason I am telling you all of this is very simple. At first, to satisfy my own curiosities and cravings, I sought out gay porn in an abnormal amount. My girlfriend was fine with it for the most of the time. But there came a point in time where I realized it wasn’t going to be enough.

We tried to make it work

My girlfriend was surprisingly flexible. She even agreed to let me fuck her in the ass so I can feel closer towards what I’m looking for. Even that didn’t help. At the end of the day, she wasn’t a strong, muscular, well-hung man, or a skinny pale-ass twink, and I just didn’t get off to her. I knew that I was going to hurt her if I told her we should break things off, but at the same time, I would be hurting myself if I stayed in a relationship with her. So, I tried to do the best possible thing for us both, by sleeping with guys without her knowing. I’d often film myself fucking or getting fucked so I can get off to it when I’m horny and I can’t find a guy to get laid with. I had all of those videos on my phone.

The happy ending!

That was probably my biggest mistake. At one point, she found all of those hot vids and decided she’d upload them to pornotumblr, to spite me. I thought for a moment there that my life would be over since everyone would find out just who I really am in the most privacy-invasive way imaginable. The Boy was I wrong! Turns out the word didn’t spread and the only thing I gained from the website is a ton of guys calling me and asking if they can hook up! It’s a great place to meet potential fuck buddies!